thinking about quitting with school. the one man i love will never love me back and i’m about to lose as a friend. i’ll never understand why i seem to have awful karma whenever i don’t do much wrong
forever hoping my pals are okay
some of them I want to be with constantly and I hate thinking even for a second they don’t want to see me but I still do. I’ll never not think that and that fact alone is the worst
need to quit feeling like I need all of my friends time constantly. I hate being alone and I used to love it I don’t know what to do
cannot continue to consider these things as legitimate
gotta let go of what I can’t have and remember what I can have of those people
idk man the thing that sucks about not being really pretty is that no matter what you tell yourself and what your friends might say, you sort of always know that you’re just not. and i’m not talking about being stubborn and fishing for compliments, it’s just knowing that you’re not conventionally attractive, that people on the street won’t double-take when you pass by them, that people won’t be flustered trying to talk to you. and i know looks aren’t everything but damn it sure feels like it when you aren’t absolutely gorgeous
